Updates again.
I get so bored these days, not exactly because I have nothing to do, but more like I have no mood for anything. Apparently, the heat isn’t helping. The past few days, I only managed to study some Physics.
I just got to get rid of all the mood swings and stuff. It’s really affecting my studies, in a way. For example, when I’m suppose to study cause I have the time, I won’t study because I just can’t concentrate. It sucks. It’s like, I know I got to study but I just can’t. That’s why, when I can study, I go really crazy into it and wish for no interruptions at all.
On Friday night, I slept with the air-conditioner switched on. I slept pretty well actually. So, I’ve concluded that my sleep is highly affected by the temperature of the bedroom. It’s just so hot that I can’t sleep. Unfortunately, I sleep with the fan switched on almost daily. )): Because switching on the air-conditioner will mean more energy consumed and more money spent on electricity bills. >< So, what’s the solution to my sleeping problems? I don’t know.
I feel like the motivation and determination don’t last long at all. It shouldn’t be this way. I need them to last for me to go on and achieve what I want. Just 3 days, and I can’t even study enough. Then what happens when the June holidays come? If this really affects me, I’m totally screwed during the June holidays cause I should be preparing like crazy for my prelims. I don’t want what happened last June to happen again this time. It really won’t help. It’ll screw up my whole life. So, I really really hope that I can get my motivation and determination back soon.
It’s back to school tomorrow. Personal studying time before recess, then lessons after recess. Hope I’ll get to study properly before recess. I know I’m hoping for a lot of things to happen. But seriously, I can’t really control them though I tried to. Oh wells.
lots of love,
Jaslyn.